The grief comes in waves.....
Ever since she passed away this morning, it's like I'm riding on enormous waves.
The grief comes from deep inside me, swelling up so strong I feel I can't breathe. And so I cry and wail to let out the pain.... and then it subsides a bit and I think I'm stronger.
But then, without any warning... I'm curled up in the fetal position again, trying desperately to get the grief to subside.
I know she's in a better place and she's not suffering anymore. I know I should have peace from that. And maybe I will tomorrow... but right now... I'm just SOOOO sad.
So many of you have been here before me... Tell me it gets easier.
Visitation for my sweet Mama is tomorrow, Wed. February 13th at Woodlawn Funeral Home and Memorial Gardens from 12-2pm.
Love you Mom.....